The goal was to be able to walk/run a 5k this Saturday (I want to do at least three in a year's period), but when I found out that my nephew first birthday party and a classmate wedding was going to be on the same day, I knew that I was not going to be able to do it that day. I have to fit studying in at that time since my entire afternoon is booked and it is my last weekend of freedom (at least until finals).
With that being said, I still wanted to train, I would just be better prepared for the next one I sign up for. So with that in mind and the fact that my ex (the ONE) was coming into town. Mind you I have not saw him in SIX (almost seven) years, I wanted to look my best.
HOWEVER.... I am still at my same weight..... The biggest I have ever been. For some reason I cannot do it! I want to really REALLY bad, but something is holding me back mentally. I thought I had a better grip on this issue (setting goals into motion), but I guess I do not.
One thing that I have accomplished is eliminating fast food out of my diet and cooking more at home. I am on my third week of no fast food. I have not seen a difference in my mood, energy level or weight (still the same size), but I am satisfied that I have gave into going to McDonald's and getting a 10pc nugget meal.
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